• Of course I would read The Hour of My Death, the newest and possibly final work by Marge Piercy. Her 1980 collection of poetry The Moon Is Always Female is the single thing my first lover gave me that I kept after that relationship went down in flames. I still have it.

    The yearlong journal Piercy kept after a medical emergency that led to the insertion of a pacemaker is being released by Sibylline Press in October. Sibylline, also the publisher of my forthcoming novel, specializes in women authors. Getting Piercy’s journal is a fine coup for the growing California-based press, and I jumped at the chance to do an early review.

    The Hour of My Death: A Journal of the Year After I Died is written in a loose form the Japanese call zuihitsu, which means “following the brush.” The flowing style lets writers play freely with fragments of thoughts, personal essays and poetry. Piercy’s journal wanders, doubles back on itself, and shifts gears. But just when you think you’ve learned everything you want to know about Piercy’s three cats or the summer squashes in her vegetable garden, she will nail a point to the wall with all her ferocity, wisdom and smart-assery. Then you will think, I wish I’d known her when. Look, you can know her when. Her books are all out there, waiting for you.

    The heart trouble that almost killed her happened when she was 86, and coming back from it was an act of will that belies the frail-old-lady stereotype we all have of that age. Piercy got on with things. Her annual poetry workshop was one of those things. It involved selecting twelve participants from the hundreds of applicants, doing a deep analysis of the poems the successful applicants submitted, and then spending five days leading writing exercises and discussions.

    The poems scattered through the book include “Body Bingo,” a wry, dry analysis that gives pain a voice. In that poem, the ankle asks permission from the eyes before launching its own pain signals.

    Besides the essays and poems, Piercy has included recipes and isn’t fussy about them. She presumes her readers are sufficiently savvy to figure out things like cooking temperature, quantity of protein and/or vegetables needed and appropriate amount of spicing. You can imagine being in the kitchen with her and watching a pinch of this and a hunk of that and oh, here’s something that ought to get used going into a pot. There’s a generosity of spirit in this kind of recipe, as though Piercy is saying: Of course you’ve got this. You’ll sort it out.

    A few one-liners that made me feel I’d been in the room with her:

    • I died last October but the rescue squad revived me into my new life, more fragile, now wide open to each moment drab or shining.
    • I’ve never been ashamed of growing up poor and never lost the radical edge that gave me. I don’t forgive or forget.
    • It’s a shitstorm being old but I wouldn’t erase my experiences for anything.

    If you don’t know Marge Piercy’s work, don’t start with this book. Go get one of her fine novels, Gone to Soldiers, say, or a poetry collection. Know her work first. Then settle in with The Hour of My Death. Expect a lively, sharp, poetic, philosophical conversation with a woman who has thrived amid turmoil and written passionately about her generation.

    A note: The book is available for preorder at Sibylline.

  • What are you saving for winter?

    My strategy is working.

    Last year after visiting Stockholm and learning about this “cozy winter” vibe they espouse, I decided to give it a try.

    Stockholm has long cold winters.

    Eugene, Oregon has mild, rainy, medium-length winters. My first winter in Oregon—after a decade in Anchorage—I thought I’d died and come to heaven. No snow, green lawns, camellias blooming in February. February? I couldn’t believe it. Well-meaning folk would ask me how I was coping with winter and I’d start giggling.

    But after three decades of low-cloud-ceiling Oregon winter, I understand the question. Sure it might be 30 below in Anchorage, sure daylight might only make a brief appearance. But blue sky shows up regularly, and the long dawn and longer twilight have a kind of magic.

    Flat gray skies that last for days, that’s a different kind of mental burden. After about five winters, I began to understand.

    Last winter, I concocted my own version of cozy. Lots of charming light everywhere, and embroidery projects. I love embroidery, and generally always have something going on. But not this year. I put all the fabric and threads away in April. They won’t come out again until December.

    Yesterday, a fun kit arrived in the mail. It’s from Mary Corbet, who maintains the best teaching and inspiration website I’ve found online. The little kit and stitch-along project she prepared feels like a perfect lead-in to get me limbered up for the complex bird embroidery I plan, something along the lines of the osprey project from last year.

    When the kit arrived, I tore it open immediately to feel the fine linen, check out the mix of thread colors and ponder a thing I haven’t done before: add tiny beads. I wanted to get started right away. But, hold up there, Kemosabe. Embroidery is for winter.

    Yes, okay. Setting it aside, checking the calendar. Only three months and change to go.

    Photos by Susan Palmer

  • In praise of the forced pause

    An electric vehicle changes everything about a road trip.

    I’m a deep believer in flying down the highway at 60 mph. The momentum, the smacking rhythm of the tires, the small-town gas stations, the pee breaks in the sagebrush by the highway in the dark. There’s music in it, somehow.

    Alone in the car, my creativity fans out for deep consideration. The idea for my first novel came to me on a road trip between Logan, Utah and Kalispell, Montana. The characters for the second novel muscled their way in somewhere along Highway 101 between Brookings and Bandon.

    Traveling with another person, I’ve found that conversation has time to unwind and rewind and play again. Spend a week on a road trip with someone and you know them in ways you rarely know people.

    I once logged 11,000 miles on a six-week meandering trip from Anchorage to Phoenix and back again.

    The route I’m most familiar with, though, is Eugene, Oregon to Lethbridge, Alberta. I’ve run that route maybe two dozen times. In the last five years before my mother died, I did it twice a year.

    Two months ago, Craig bought a fully electric vehicle and we’ve done two road trips in it. First thing. You don’t wing a road trip across vast stretches of the West in an EV. Sucking down the power to nothing in an EV isn’t an option. Not like a gas powered oops which results in a slog to a gas station and humping back the gallon of fuel to your car.

    The unexpected benefit: We’ve stopped in two towns I’ve sped by for decades.

    Ritzville, Washington? Always a flash on our way out or home on that endless stretch of Interstate 90 and Highway 395 between Spokane and the Columbia Gorge’s Interstate 84.

    This year we stopped in Ritzville because it has fast charging power. And because charging the EV takes longer than filling a fuel tank, we had time for dinner. Which is when we discovered an Indian restaurant with rich aromatic food you want to linger over. Ritzville has shifted from a signpost to an actual place I view fondly.

    Later on that same trip we dropped in on Grass Valley, Oregon, on Highway 97. Hot summer day, low on power. Grass Valley has exactly one store that does quadruple duty: liquor, groceries, deli. Also, a charging station. We had cold drinks at the store with its antique-household-goods decoration while we waited for the car to power up.

    At first I didn’t care for this slowing down and pausing.

    But I’m shifting away from my urge to hurry. I’m looking around. And it’s not just what’s here at this place I must wait. It’s how did this place come to be here? What do they do here? Who might I meet here?

    In Grass Valley, the owner of the store was helping out in the deli, chatting up customers at the register and grinning when I congratulated her on the presence of mind to add the charging station. She was of an age where you’d expect her to be relaxing and watching the great-grandkids bang around.

    Two new towns I did not see before. But I do see now. Mind’s eye. Places a story I’m pondering might need.

    Photos by Susan Palmer